Dear Nate,
Today I visit your apartment for the first and only time. Pulling myself off the couch to put myself together has taken most of the morning as I do not anticipate the time spent to be particularly enjoyable. You left us a month ago, and your lack of presence leaves me a despondent zombie, drudging through the days, consumed by the emptiness in my soul.
I attempt to fill the void by watching our movies and shows. I hope every night we visit in my dreams. We hugged each other a few nights ago. Upon waking up, I embraced the first solace experienced in days since your joining the spirit world.
You’re in my thoughts everyday, and you always will be.
I love you.
I miss you.
